Emotional Abuse For Years

It’s been one year since I’ve been with him…

We broke up after three years. Too this day, I get a woman asking me why you dumb him or I bet you miss him. He was James Dean handsome, With a guitar. The talent too play the guitar and a charmer to all woman. I remember when dating him people stop him asking if he was famous. Even once in a restaurant a lady ask too take his picture.I wanted to kick her butt at the time. LOL.

But to my point he was horrible to me. I heard every lie, and was emotional abused for years, I still feel like I can’t wear a skirt in public. I remember sitting waiting till 1am for him too come home, you see he said I couldn’t roll with his friends cause I’m too good for them. He was cheating I realise this now.

My point is don’t judge a woman for dumping a guy you think is good looking and talented also ladies if you are with a guy like him please dump him. If he truly loved you he would be showing you off every night not hiding you.

I’ve was called every name in the book by him, been emotional abused, lost my family faith in me, made my family help him only so that he could hurt us all.

Ladies and Men too if you have a friend or are in a relationship like this get out. Emotional and verbal abuse is abuse. It last and stays with you. I still feel I need plastic surgery, not good enough, can’t wear that dress, too pale, too thin, too everything. But it gets better day by day when you say its over

I don’t wake up at night, at midnight wondering where he is. Texting him. Only never too get a call. Having him only to come hours later saying a lame ass excuse, threatened to leave again, then calling me the B word when he got mad. I wear my hair down now, even a skirt  yesterday. I don’t  cry nightly anymore or live in fear that it may get worse to the point he may hit me.

Cause honestly I believe once they where you down it gets to that point.

He was perfect in the beginning, won my family over. Ask permission to date Mr. Waiting months for the first kiss. A gentleman. Then after awhile little abuse came in, I moved in with him and then little Abuse hear and there came through him. Needing my money but never sharing his. Leave on the little things or make them stop. Don’t take abuse, don’t settle for his lies and I love yous when he treats you badly. It’s not worth it.

God Bless Everyone








One thought on “Emotional Abuse For Years

  1. amommasview

    The thing is that it’s always easy to judge from the outside. When you are in a relationship it’s always different then only seeing it from the outside. So what might not make sense to people only watching from the outside might make sense to you. In the end it’s about you. Abuse or not. If things don’t work anymore you are the one who has to make the decision and nobody else.



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